HOLY SEX!!!

holysex @ 2007-02-27T18:14:00

2007-02-27T23:15:05Z

WRETCH WRETCH WRETCH

holysex @ 2007-02-19T20:01:00

2007-02-20T01:02:40Z

does the fact that my horoscope has been 'undefined' for three days have anything to do with the fact that i'm doing things right but still feeling wrong?

karma is a weird weird lady.

congratulations, you're halfway

2007-01-21T05:47:16Z

technique, reason, ability and evolution have made me

holysex @ 2007-01-13T03:00:00

2007-01-13T08:01:25Z

not only have i been played hard, but i've managed to make myself the fool twice in one night, and forever more.

holysex @ 2007-01-09T11:48:00

2007-01-09T16:48:46Z

i dyed my hair platinum.

holysex @ 2007-01-08T23:52:00

2007-01-09T04:53:03Z

i just did something really drastic and can't yet know if it was a good idea or a bad.
good thing it's easy to fix if it's bad.

ill update later.

home sweet home

2007-01-05T02:03:21Z

my holidays were good. they made me realize a lot of stuff and i'm really recharged and am totally taking this new year for what it is. a NEW year.
i'm working hard to make myself better and improved.
i really have a good outlook and am really excited.
but to do so i have to start with my home environment, so don't expect to see me around very much because that's a huge job.
k. pizza time
PEACE

holysex @ 2006-12-24T01:15:00

2006-12-24T06:15:42Z

ok. so alberta?? yeah. fuck you.
i hope you die.
and all of the straight fucking conservative asshole rednecks that you consist of rot in hell. where they deserve to be.

and second. grandmas are scary/sweet/scary.

and third. I LOST MY POT

and fourth. get me the fuck out of here. 6 days. 6days6da6sdatkeote5832956qweatiaew

holysex @ 2006-12-16T03:20:00

2006-12-16T08:20:19Z

i'm moving to france.

it's a hard knock life

2006-12-08T04:48:12Z

apparently i'm not only addicted to e, but am courting a 15 year old.
fuck, being a celebrity is so amazing.
no wonder b.spears loves to show off her cooch.

outlook express 5.0

2006-12-06T00:06:33Z

time to stop trying.
trying trying trying.
has gotten me no where but feeling like a giant ball of icy CAT SHIT.
so from here on out, i no longer care, i no longer want to care, i no longer try.
it's just going to happen.

holysex @ 2006-12-04T17:25:00

2006-12-04T22:25:40Z

i just really wish i could figure out what the hell is wrong with me.
i wish i had a personal closet organizer for my brain.

holysex @ 2006-12-03T16:43:00

2006-12-03T21:43:32Z

i'm pretty sure everyone needs to get their heads out of a) the clouds, or b) their asses.

holysex @ 2006-12-03T03:47:00

2006-12-03T08:47:11Z

dddrrrriiiizzzzuuunnnkkkkk

holysex @ 2006-11-19T19:09:00

2006-11-20T00:09:56Z

and for some reason, when i land 'em, i seem to fulfill their every desire.
too bad for them.

it's the hunger.

2006-11-19T03:03:58Z

the hunger for an alternative, and the refusal to accept a life of unhappiness.

holysex @ 2006-11-03T12:27:00

2006-11-03T17:27:39Z

when did my life become the most depressing book i've ever read?

holysex @ 2006-11-02T13:20:00

2006-11-02T18:20:53Z

i'm pretty sure i've decided on new york.
the thought of dashing up and down A pretending it's 96 every day have me filled with a newfound fantasy.
i'm also thinking i might write a novel.
or read them for a living. well, on the side of course.

holysex @ 2006-10-30T00:37:00

2006-10-30T05:38:48Z

this halloween sucks.

and i'm NOT crazy.

how i miss you autumn.

2006-10-26T01:45:13Z

i miss going to the mall just as the sun is going down and emerging when the parking lots are cold and black and blanketing.

holysex @ 2006-10-25T00:52:00

2006-10-25T04:53:15Z

i finally got my computer fixed.
and there goes trying to get to bed early.
pffft. i just can't pass up the sweet temptation of lady night and all her charms.

scars

2006-10-20T21:35:58Z

all of it true too, though of course scars are much harder to read. their complex inflections do not resemble the reductive ease of any tattoo, no matter how extensive, colorful or elaborate the design. scars are the paler pain of survival, recieved unwillingly and displayed in the language of injury.

paul simon

2006-10-19T21:01:40Z

due to the fact that my computer needs to be completely recconfigured, i will be nearly internet-less for a while. who knows how long this will take me to get cleared up.
but i'm kind of liking the disassociation from the guileful treachory that is the internet though. i'm reading A LOT more so that is always delightful.
so yeah. peace out. see ya around.

ps. i've discovered life and basically everything is one big metaphor
oh and that i'm a pulizter prize winner only when half asleep.

no hope no more

2006-10-15T17:07:11Z

so what i've been trying to disproove basically my entire life, has just been refuted.
unless i'm forcing myself down someone's throat, i can't depend on anyone but myself.
this is the lonliest revelation i will ever have.

holysex @ 2006-10-12T11:59:00

2006-10-12T16:00:31Z

~~i don't believe i can sustain normal relationships.~~
i don't believe anyone can.